Without getting too in-depth into reasons why, it's really difficult not to second guess decisions that you think are the right ones. At the time, they may seem like they're the best option, but best for whom? And once the decision has been made but the 'benefits' of it aren't being realized, do you give up? Do you try something else? Do you let someone else make the decisions?
I truly believe that good intentions are what helped make the decision. I hate to fail. I hate to think that a decision I made wasn't the best for my family. Most of the time, I worry about making other people happy that sometimes I don't make myself happy. But in this instance, my happiness superceded all. But I'm still not happy. So what now?
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